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cdvpb: Every single fucking day i think about him, ever since he left me all i thought about was...

Sun, 26 May 2013 01:45:23 -0400

Every single fucking day i think about him, ever since he left me all i thought about was him. It was normal to in the beginning but now i’m just getting sick of it like he’s never gonna disappear out of my head. He may be out of my life but he’s not out of my head. I hate it. I hate how it’s like that.

My day was well spent with brandon, tam, lily, stephanie, &...

Sat, 25 May 2013 23:16:52 -0400

My day was well spent with brandon, tam, lily, stephanie, & kacie at cga. It was a great way to kick off the summer

It’s not just anxiety attacks anymore.Since yesterday, I’ve felt a sharp pain in my...

Sat, 25 May 2013 14:00:07 -0400

It’s not just anxiety attacks anymore.Since yesterday, I’ve felt a sharp pain in my chest when I breathe and walk around. And when I get scolded and pushed around it starts hurting more. It makes me freeze up and it really, really hurts and I’m really worried..

hip-boh0s: sashasanchez: What were doing for my both of my...

Sat, 25 May 2013 13:13:53 -0400

hip-boh0s:

sashasanchez:

What were doing for my both of my bestfriends birthday ! 🍻🍺🍺

omg i wanna do this

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It’s hard getting over a year’s worth of memories, but what adds more to the pain is...

Sat, 25 May 2013 05:27:52 -0400

It’s hard getting over a year’s worth of memories, but what adds more to the pain is attempting to forget our future plans and memories. Making myself forget our plans of 4 years of homecoming, our junior prom together, our senior prom together, us walking the graduation stage after one another…all that is so hard to just…forget. I don’t want to see you take someone else to these events but I know it will happen I just have to look away. This is why I’m distancing myself, its so I won’t hurt as much when someone else is in the picture. I know for a fact I won’t be experiencing these things because I know I’m a nobody, no one notices me nor do they care to notice me. They only acknowledged me because I was your girl, but since we ended it I’ve just been some…”girl he used to date.” I don’t even know where I’m going with this, I’m just going off on a tangent. But what else is hard to drop is our multitude of conversations regarding our future together…I’m not going to mention any of it because I know for a fact I will cry again and I won’t stop for hours. I just got done crying, I can’t start up again…I really miss you and all I want is for us to try again. But I’ll never tell you that.

luanlegacy: not a day goes by where you haven’t crossed my mind…

Sat, 25 May 2013 05:19:00 -0400

luanlegacy:

not a day goes by where you haven’t crossed my mind…

Why am I crying, this is what I so badly wanted. This is what I yelled, screamed, and cursed at you...

Sat, 25 May 2013 05:06:51 -0400

Why am I crying, this is what I so badly wanted. This is what I yelled, screamed, and cursed at you for. But now that it’s finally happened, I can’t help but be a bit astonished and succumb to the sadness. I don’t know what I want. All I know is I miss you a lot more than you miss me. All I know is I think about you a lot more than you think about me. All I know is is that I’m not over you just as much as you are over me. I really don’t know what to do…

In less than a month, it’ll be a year. It’ll be a year since we made the best mistake of...

Sat, 25 May 2013 04:51:00 -0400

In less than a month, it’ll be a year. It’ll be a year since we made the best mistake of our relationship. I say it was the “best” because it made us grow closer as it drove us apart. It was a cure as it was a disease. I don’t regret it, but I know that if we hadn’t, we would most likely still be together. But that ship has sailed, and though the memories of summer ‘12 are replaying on a constant loop in my head, I have to push through the tears and tell you that I want you gone. It’s the only way to not hurt when I see you next school year. I miss you like crazy, and there’s nothing I can do about it.

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"No matter how good things are, there will always be solitary nights you spend in your bedroom, in a..."

Sat, 25 May 2013 00:38:23 -0400

“No matter how good things are, there will always be solitary nights you spend in your bedroom, in a car, or in a party full of your closest friends when it feels like the walls are caving in.”

- Dan Campbell (via wordsthat-speak)

insul-n: lostofsanity: All of the above same

Sat, 25 May 2013 00:36:14 -0400

insul-n:

lostofsanity:

All of the above

same

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